The Actual Question

What does the giraffe say?

it’s been a minute.

since I’ve talked about stuff going on in my life.

I have been very busy, so when I have gotten on here, it’s only for a little to surf my dashboard and maybe reblog a few things I come across.

The holidays were horrible.  My oldest sister came down to stay with my mother and me, and she brought three of her kids.  I love them, but they drove my mom and me crazy the whole time they were here.  My dad, my sister, her kids and I went to my grandma’s house christmas eve, that was also horrible.  I am treated like an alien by that side of the family, and they are very rude to me concerning my atheism and vegetarianism (I would like to note that I brought up neither, they brought it up).  I started having tension headaches when they were here, and then I caught some kind of bug from one of the kids.   I was miserable.  I didn’t get INNI :(  The only thing I wanted and asked for.

My dad finally took my sister and her kids back home the day after New Years, which was a relief.  However my stress level was still through the roof, and when I went to my psychiatrist to ask to have my klonopin dosage increased, I was ignored and denied.  This only made me madder.  I was given Trazodone to help me sleep.  It doesn’t work, and it is useless… so I am probably going to try to find a new psychiatrist, one that will actually listen to me and do what is best for me.

School started on the 9th.  Classes are okay.  I really like my Biology II teacher, she is really young and the same age as me, and she is kinda cute :X  and really sweet.  Environmental Biology is okay, although there are some rednecks in there that love to talk while the teacher is talking, and that annoys the shit out of me. I haven’t been to the Env Bio Lab yet, because I had a doctor’s appointment for the first and the second I was too fucked to go.  

What I mean by that is…. My jaw, molar & wisdom teeth started hurting, turned out to be an abscess molar caused by the impacted wisdom tooth under it.  I got pain medication that just barely helped the pain, so I was way too medicated to drive to class.  I made an appointment with the dentist, and he said it had to be removed.  I suffered for several days until the antibiotics kicked in.  Today I had both the molar and wisdom teeth removed.  After the anesthetic wore off and I woke up, my jaw felt like it had been punched and bludgeoned, but thankfully they gave me some decent pain medication, so I am feeling okay right now.  I’m trying my best to hold off on smoking, but it is really hard.  The dentist’s assistant said I could smoke if I put gauze over the sockets while I do it.  

We are supposed to go on a few field trips in Env Bio Lab, but I don’t know where we are going as I have yet to go to that class yet.  (The lecture teacher told us about the field trips)

There might be more to say, but my mind is going blank, and I must get to bed soon so I can go to class tomorrow.

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meow